Wow, well once again it has been a while since I have written. Not much happened in the month of August. Just worked at the hotel and focused on losing the stress in my life. Once September rolled around I had all of the fashion week castings. It was a rough season for me to say the least. I got really sick, half way into fashion week.... bronchitis to be exact. But I still had to prevail and did 3 shows where I thought I was going to pass out at each one.
I was really sick for the next week and a half when I finally gave in and went to the doctors. See I was raised my whole life to heal naturally when I got sick. I have NEVER taken an antibiotic. I have had tonsillitis, nasty colds and flus and even stepped on a rusty nail. Call me crazy but I healed naturally every time. Well this time around I was not getting better and I didn't have my mother, a boyfriend or any other friends to take care of me. I have never felt so sick in my life. You cant breathe with this horrible sickness so you get exhausted at doing pretty much anything. After losing 12 pounds from not eating and drinking so much water that I flushed everything out, I decided that going to the doctors wouldn't hurt. I live in New York for heavens sake, and life goes on; I had to get back to work and function like a normal person. It only took 6 days for me to start feeling better and I have never felt so alive and grateful to be healthy!
Now that the anticipation of fashion week is over, its time to get back to my normal schedule of castings, but sadly I don't have the motivation anymore. I have realized over the last few months how badly I want to go back to school and get started on my real career. I never said that modeling was the only thing I ever wanted to do, and I didn't say how long I would do it for, I only said I would try it. I am young and always on the go, always looking for the next best thing that is going to make me happy. Well the idea working with kids that have disabilities just thrills me. Its a job that doesn't focus on me and my benefit only. It is to benefit the lives and families of others; truly making a difference in the world.
I have a greater purpose in this world then just taking a pretty picture or having an amazing walk. Or even what celebrities I have met and what jobs I am booking. At the end of the day, none of these things matter and I am so thrilled to begin my new life...... coming much sooner then I or anyone else expected.
Saturday, October 1, 2011
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
Appreciate What You Have
It has been SO hot in the city, although last summer felt much hotter so I can't complain too much. Because I was new to New York last summer I didn't know how to get "water access" you know, pools, lakes, river, beach.....
This summer I have been fortunate enough to find my own water/outside sanctuaries where I can appreciate NYC summers and not feel like I am dying.
The first is the Thompson Hotel pool. This place literally saved my life. On the 90+ degree days this place feels like heaven. It is a little pool on the 3rd floor of a hotel in the lower east side. I got my first sunburn of the summer here and gained a tan. Because I couldn't travel anywhere outside of the city this summer, this place was like a mini vacation. Laying out, taking a dip in the water, eating fresh fruit and having ice cold lemonade. HEAVEN
Thompson Hotel pool
Another place I love to go is the beach. So far this summer I have only had the chance to go to Coney Island, not very impressive but I can still appreciate a beach. There is something really beautiful about ocean waves that it doesn't matter where you are, still amazing.
Coney Island
There is a place called Dumbo, it is the spot right in between the Brooklyn and Manhattan bridges. It is a beautiful, green area that has an amazing view of manhattan. I was fortunate enough to be taken there and had a quaint little picnic . Very peaceful
4th of July is always a fun holiday for us proud Americans. Last year I was in the city, brand new infact so I didn't know anyone. I still saw fireworks, but had to stand in the crazy crowds and was not very comfortable. It was still a fun experience but this year was a million times better. My friend rented a room at the Standard Hotel (I go to hotels a lot) which is right on the Hudson river which is where they show the fireworks. Our suit had floor to ceiling windows which gave us an AMAZING view. This picture was sunset before they showed the fireworks. The sky does beautiful things.
4th of July and the Standard Hotel
Finally my last favorite place in the city is Central Park, who would have thought? I just went there the other day and took paths I had never taken before. I found a fountain I had never seen, sitting areas, woods.... this place is so big I am always exploring new places. I could sit in there for hours. I took a cat nap on a rock there the other day, it was so peaceful. All you can hear are birds and nature. Normally I don't really like nature or camping, but sometimes when you are around so many buildings and people, its nice to get back to the natural world of how it was before we even had buildings. PLUS its not as hot because it is shaded by so many trees.
Central Park
On a final note, I have been very busy the last 2 months with work. I was filming on Project Runway as on of the models on the show. It was a great experience filled with excitement, stress and sadness. It opened my eyes even more to the modeling world and helped me get ready for fashion week in September with all the walking we had to do! Love all the designers, models, judges and crew that made the show! Please tune in every Thursday 9/8c, the premiere date is this Thursday, July 28.
MODELS ON DECK
This summer I have been fortunate enough to find my own water/outside sanctuaries where I can appreciate NYC summers and not feel like I am dying.
The first is the Thompson Hotel pool. This place literally saved my life. On the 90+ degree days this place feels like heaven. It is a little pool on the 3rd floor of a hotel in the lower east side. I got my first sunburn of the summer here and gained a tan. Because I couldn't travel anywhere outside of the city this summer, this place was like a mini vacation. Laying out, taking a dip in the water, eating fresh fruit and having ice cold lemonade. HEAVEN
Thompson Hotel pool
Another place I love to go is the beach. So far this summer I have only had the chance to go to Coney Island, not very impressive but I can still appreciate a beach. There is something really beautiful about ocean waves that it doesn't matter where you are, still amazing.
Coney Island
There is a place called Dumbo, it is the spot right in between the Brooklyn and Manhattan bridges. It is a beautiful, green area that has an amazing view of manhattan. I was fortunate enough to be taken there and had a quaint little picnic . Very peaceful
4th of July is always a fun holiday for us proud Americans. Last year I was in the city, brand new infact so I didn't know anyone. I still saw fireworks, but had to stand in the crazy crowds and was not very comfortable. It was still a fun experience but this year was a million times better. My friend rented a room at the Standard Hotel (I go to hotels a lot) which is right on the Hudson river which is where they show the fireworks. Our suit had floor to ceiling windows which gave us an AMAZING view. This picture was sunset before they showed the fireworks. The sky does beautiful things.
4th of July and the Standard Hotel
Finally my last favorite place in the city is Central Park, who would have thought? I just went there the other day and took paths I had never taken before. I found a fountain I had never seen, sitting areas, woods.... this place is so big I am always exploring new places. I could sit in there for hours. I took a cat nap on a rock there the other day, it was so peaceful. All you can hear are birds and nature. Normally I don't really like nature or camping, but sometimes when you are around so many buildings and people, its nice to get back to the natural world of how it was before we even had buildings. PLUS its not as hot because it is shaded by so many trees.
Central Park
On a final note, I have been very busy the last 2 months with work. I was filming on Project Runway as on of the models on the show. It was a great experience filled with excitement, stress and sadness. It opened my eyes even more to the modeling world and helped me get ready for fashion week in September with all the walking we had to do! Love all the designers, models, judges and crew that made the show! Please tune in every Thursday 9/8c, the premiere date is this Thursday, July 28.
MODELS ON DECK
Thursday, May 19, 2011
Trying Something New
Cinco De Mayo
These last few months have really flown by, I can't believe it's already half way through May, which means we are almost half way through 2011 ALREADY... its crazy. Not much has changed. Still working at the Soho Grand, although our outdoor space, The Yard, is opening and I will be working out there, just as I started last year. The only difference is I will be serving 2 nights a week and hosting 1 night. It will be a good change, money wise and also a change of scenery and people. I'm not sure why, but I am always in a constant need of change. I used to hate change, but maybe since I have moved to New York it has changed my thinking. I am not in once place for long and there is always a change somewhere in my life. I have found it to be refreshing though, I'm not sure if it's the people or the city it's self, but every few months I feel like something should change drastically.
Sometimes this change isn't necessarily what I wanted though. For instance, I just got my hair cut... really short, like an inch below my chin. I was not too happy, but my agency thought I needed a "style". I guess they just didn't understand the concept of me wanting to grow my hair out. Oh well, it is after all only hair, and will eventually grow back. Looking on the optimistic side of things, it will be great for summer. It would always be up in a bun anyway from the disgusting summer heat.
Some fun things I have had the opportunity to do in the last month was see my first real concert/show. It was The Thermals, I went with a friend and we took a bus to New Jersey. Needless to say, it was pretty awesome. I also had my debut on TV on a recent episode of Law and Order - Criminal Intent, it was fun and interesting to see how that aspect of entertainment works.
The Thermals
Law and Order
For Easter, my friend and I painted easter eggs which was messy, but fun. I used to always do this with my family as a tradition. We would then have the eggs for breakfast over the next week. That's not quite how it happened this time around, but we definitely had fun dying them.
One last "new" thing I did recently was eat at a soul food restaurant. There are TONS in Harlem and I never really had interest in eating at one. But on mother's day some friends and I were hungry so we decided to go to one for brunch. It was the most disgusting yet delicious food I have ever experienced. Picture is self explanatory.
As far as modeling goes, it's been pretty slow. I have done a few test photo shoots and am a fit model for one designer right now. Work should pick back up next month though for showroom. And then once september hits, it's fashion week all over again. I will also be going home next week for my mom's wedding which should definitely be fun/interesting. Going home is always an interesting experience, but I love seeing my family. But I am mostly excited for what's to come when I get back to NY. This summer will be EPIC.
May Lin Goff
These last few months have really flown by, I can't believe it's already half way through May, which means we are almost half way through 2011 ALREADY... its crazy. Not much has changed. Still working at the Soho Grand, although our outdoor space, The Yard, is opening and I will be working out there, just as I started last year. The only difference is I will be serving 2 nights a week and hosting 1 night. It will be a good change, money wise and also a change of scenery and people. I'm not sure why, but I am always in a constant need of change. I used to hate change, but maybe since I have moved to New York it has changed my thinking. I am not in once place for long and there is always a change somewhere in my life. I have found it to be refreshing though, I'm not sure if it's the people or the city it's self, but every few months I feel like something should change drastically.
Sometimes this change isn't necessarily what I wanted though. For instance, I just got my hair cut... really short, like an inch below my chin. I was not too happy, but my agency thought I needed a "style". I guess they just didn't understand the concept of me wanting to grow my hair out. Oh well, it is after all only hair, and will eventually grow back. Looking on the optimistic side of things, it will be great for summer. It would always be up in a bun anyway from the disgusting summer heat.
Some fun things I have had the opportunity to do in the last month was see my first real concert/show. It was The Thermals, I went with a friend and we took a bus to New Jersey. Needless to say, it was pretty awesome. I also had my debut on TV on a recent episode of Law and Order - Criminal Intent, it was fun and interesting to see how that aspect of entertainment works.
The Thermals
Law and Order
For Easter, my friend and I painted easter eggs which was messy, but fun. I used to always do this with my family as a tradition. We would then have the eggs for breakfast over the next week. That's not quite how it happened this time around, but we definitely had fun dying them.
One last "new" thing I did recently was eat at a soul food restaurant. There are TONS in Harlem and I never really had interest in eating at one. But on mother's day some friends and I were hungry so we decided to go to one for brunch. It was the most disgusting yet delicious food I have ever experienced. Picture is self explanatory.
As far as modeling goes, it's been pretty slow. I have done a few test photo shoots and am a fit model for one designer right now. Work should pick back up next month though for showroom. And then once september hits, it's fashion week all over again. I will also be going home next week for my mom's wedding which should definitely be fun/interesting. Going home is always an interesting experience, but I love seeing my family. But I am mostly excited for what's to come when I get back to NY. This summer will be EPIC.
May Lin Goff
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
Sunshine Kisses
The other day it was 80 degrees for the first time. Spring is turning into summer. When I walk outside, especially in midtown it smells like hotdogs and anything else you can bbq. There are ice cream trucks EVERYWHERE and I bought my first one of the season on Sunday. I can actually wear shorts, or wear pants and a tank. The heater officially has not come on in at least a month. And in 3 days it will be May!!!
It's so crazy how fast time flies. I came to NY a year ago in 2 months. This time last year, I was finishing up my finals getting ready to quit my job and anticipating my bit trip to NYC not knowing what would happen once I left CA. I think about the life I have created since then. I came here with a suitcase and now as I look around my room I have a bed, dresser, night stand, chair, curtains a normal closet. I have 2 amazing jobs where I have made many incredible friends and met a lot of talented people. At this point, I couldn't imagine not living in NY.
I am traveling back to Sacramento in a little less then a month to see my mom get married after 14 years! I will get to see my best friend, my nephew, sisters and brother. I will get to see extended family which I have not seen in years. Every second that I spend in my old home is filled with exciting moments with the people I love because I can never stay more then a few days. Not to mention enjoy the amazing CA weather compared to the humid NY weather.
Once I get back to NY for the summer though, this time around it will be spent enjoying every min of it, unlike last summer when I was just trying to figure out the city. I want to go to the beach and amusement parks and the river and go to DC or Boston and not worry about the little things until Sept hits again. Freedom.
It's so crazy how fast time flies. I came to NY a year ago in 2 months. This time last year, I was finishing up my finals getting ready to quit my job and anticipating my bit trip to NYC not knowing what would happen once I left CA. I think about the life I have created since then. I came here with a suitcase and now as I look around my room I have a bed, dresser, night stand, chair, curtains a normal closet. I have 2 amazing jobs where I have made many incredible friends and met a lot of talented people. At this point, I couldn't imagine not living in NY.
I am traveling back to Sacramento in a little less then a month to see my mom get married after 14 years! I will get to see my best friend, my nephew, sisters and brother. I will get to see extended family which I have not seen in years. Every second that I spend in my old home is filled with exciting moments with the people I love because I can never stay more then a few days. Not to mention enjoy the amazing CA weather compared to the humid NY weather.
Once I get back to NY for the summer though, this time around it will be spent enjoying every min of it, unlike last summer when I was just trying to figure out the city. I want to go to the beach and amusement parks and the river and go to DC or Boston and not worry about the little things until Sept hits again. Freedom.
Monday, March 14, 2011
Cherry Blossoms
Wow, it has been 2 and a half months since I last wrote. A lot has changed since the new year rolled in. Another season of fashion week came and went. Many new relationships made and a few lost. I moved apartments the beginning of March and was very successful with modeling jobs in February.
I just got back from California to see my best friend since 5th grade get married. What a trip that was, talk about my life flashing before my eyes. The next time I will be back there is the end of May to go to my mom's wedding. It seems like a lot of change has been happening lately and it seems bitter sweet. I hate change, but at the same time it is necessary. Sometimes it is good to start from scratch again.
I really want spring to come. I miss the sunny days when I can feel the warmth on my face. It's already mid March though and it will come in time. I still work at the Soho Grand Hotel which is nice. My mom came to visit this weekend and we had lunch there. it was nice to show her my world.
I think what would make me happiest more then anything would be to travel right now. I love New York, but I want to see other big cities around the world. Unfortunately you have to have money for that. But now that I live in a cheaper place I can start saving more money. My birthday is in less then 2 weeks, I will officially not be a teenager anymore!
And one more thing - my life would be incomplete without music.
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